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Wednesday, April 09, 2003 soooo im updating. i know its been awhile but really my life..not soo exciting. lets see what has been going on lately. work..work is going well..same old same old. tracy is back from vacation so it will be nice to give the store back to her again. its been stressful to go into work these days and here comments like "you're the only person i ever see working or on the floor" or "ill only be yelled at by you because your the only person i see consistantly working" you dont know how frustrating it is to hear things like that...i definitely have been letting it get to me recently. I need to take a step back and just chill out and not get so wrapped up into work. its hard to actually do that because i always try to give 150% in everything and i dont like having to hold back but i think this just might keep my sanity there awhile longer. im getting to know some of the new kids there a lot better and thats great..we have a great bunch of kids working there again and it makes going to work a nice time. sooo thats work. family..haha thats a good one. let me tell you how my family is driving me INSANE. for the last two weeks they have been on my case about going home for easter. now i know thats not a bad thing for a family to ask but...with my situation of not having a car it makes it kinda hard. so every time we talked they asked if i was coming home and i would ask them if they figured out how to allow me to fly. i dont think they caught onto the sarcasm in that..but it is now resolved. my mom actually came up with the idea of me renting a car for the weekend and coming home so that is now what im doing. i also found out that my father has lost his mind and i think he's going through a post midlife crisis. he has had a talk with both of my older brothers and i will have this talk when i go home about how its time to get setteled down and figure out what we want to do with our lives. he thinks its time for us to start thinking of marriage. HAHAHA marriage...my father seems to have problems with me mentioning a guys name 3 days in a row but yet he's ready for me to get married. i think he's losing his mind. if anything this conversation will be very amusing and ill have to restrain myself from laughing. hehe ill let you know how it goes. my wonderful social life? haha sorry....the limited one i have is going well. when i can ive been going out and enjoying myself immensly. dustin is an amazing guy and i enjoy spending time with him. it might be weird to say but i feel so absolutely free with him..like i can be or say anything. its a wonderful feeling to have with someone. i enjoy our late night talks, i love laying next to him and falling asleep and i love waking up to him. he's playing again tomorrow night and i cant wait to see him again. this will be my third time i have heard him play with his band. corey and i have now become the official roadies of the River Water band. we have so much fun hanging with the guys before the show and than hearing them play its been great. it is such a cool feeling to see dustin up on stage and playing...makes me grin, i dont know how to explain it. maybe its because i know he's doing something he really enjoys doing and doing such a great job of it. corey and i have also gotten a lot closer which has been great, we have a lot to share now and its been really fun getting to know her better. all in all everything is going well. maybe i dont know how everything is going to work out in a month but for once in my life i dont care. im enjoying the day to day and having a blast. spending time with dustin truly makes me happy and that is something that i will never take for granted so why mess with it with fears about what might happen or what will happen. what i have with him is special and i would risk everything on it just to spend the time i have with him right now. amazing huh?? ever think id learn to have such a carefree attitude....??? y'all must be in shock..doesnt sound like me but it is and im truly loving it!!!! i hope this has been update worthy for y'all who have been screaming for one. im sorry its been so long since i have updated. Trena..i miss you hun..we gotta get together sometime soon so we can catch up, i miss dishin with you!!! <3 to the others. lilwolf 12:01 AM 
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