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Thursday, January 16, 2003 man i am so tired right now. tired of all this shit im dealing with. i swear if i could just pack up and move to italy i would!! i had to deal with kirk tonight at work, and GOD that was extremely painful. I dont know why he insists on starting shit everytime we see each other. I was trying to be his friend..i was trying to help and damnit if he didnt try to switch it around on me. Everytime we see each other it ends up like that...i dont know what to do about it. I havent slept more than a couple of hours each night since thursday. I was so sure i was going to fix everything but i seem to have made more than one thing worse. Im so tired of dealing with feelings and emotions.....i want to sleep and never EVER wake up. I feel like im on the edge of snapping...its kinda scary. I let things get to me and i try to brush them off..somethings i can...others just take me a step closer to just going off. Im kinda worried what will happen if i do go off. there is so much more i want to say and i dont know how. i just want to disappear. lilwolf 12:53 AM 
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