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Friday, December 20, 2002 meg comes into town today...im really excited about seeing her. ive missed her so much. yesterday was really nice. lorne came down to see me and i had a wonderful time...like usual. he is someone who can always cheer me up and even if we dont say it..we care a great deal about each other. its nice to hang out with someone you know really wants to be there with you. it made me feel really nice. sadly enough though even yesterday at one point i couldnt stop myself from thinking about thomas. i hated that it came to me and with such a force that tears started to fall. it frustrates me to think that i can still get so upset over this when im sure he doesnt think twice of me. thats the part that always gets to me..thinking things like that. blah. this weekend will help me even more...meg, katie and jacob..it will be wonderful!! now i need to go to the mall and buy xmas presents for everyone..i've been really bad about this so i gotta finish up my shopping or i'll find myself doing it on xmas eve. so ive made two rules today..one no buying anything for me! two..try my hardest not to think of him. wish me luck!? lilwolf 12:28 PM 
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