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Thursday, November 28, 2002 I hope everyone has a really happy thanksgiving. I know i have a lot to be thankful for today. two things come in mind...one im thankful im alive today and two im thankful i have thomas in my life. yesterday on the drive home i was in a really really bad car accident. I was the only one involved and no one else was hurt. My car for some reason swerved to the right while i was in the left lane and my first instinct was not to let my car hit another car so i jerked it back to the left towards the median to stay away from the traffic. The car took off towards the left and went down the median, up a hill and flipped over twice before landing back on its wheels. It was a miracle that i walked out of that crash with only some minor brusing and some scratches on my hands. Both of the air bags deployed and thank god for my seatbelt being on. It was one of the scariest things i have ever gone through..when that car was flipping over all i could think was god im going to die, this is all going to end right now and im going to die. someone was watching over me yesterday and let me walk out of that car on my own two feet. thomas was two cars behind me having caught up to me through the heavy holiday traffic....he had to see the whole thing happen and called 911 right away. So many people stopped to help me and make sure i was ok. Thomas was my saving grace..he was there to hold me and make sure i was ok..he cleaned my cuts off and put pressure on the ones that were worse. He was the one that went back to the car to make sure zona was pulled out and that she was ok too. thank god she was. i dont think the shock has gone yet..im still walking in a daze. this morning is worse than yesterday....im sore...my neck hurts a lot..same with my back. my hand still wont stop bleeding. but im thankful to be here...i should have died in that accident...everyone said i was lucky to walk out the way i did. my car is completely totaled ..no way to get it back..too much damage to every part of the car. i took some pics of it....i dont know why i did....it just seemed like i should. *sighs* its odd how something like that happens..and yer the vicitim of it but you feel like you need to apologize to everyone. i kept telling thomas how sorry i was that he had to see all that...how sorry i was that i made him late to get home himself...and how he had to now drive me along with him. of course he didnt mind but i dont know why i kept apologizing. same with my parents..i kept telling them how sorry i was for making them worry and mess up their day. its odd..i dont know if its just part of the shock or what. sleeping was hard..other than being sore and uncomfortable i kept having dreams of the accident replay in my head. i didnt sleep at all but i keep telling my mom i did...i dont want to worry her anymore. i wish thomas had been there....if he was holding me i think i would have felt better..safer like i did all day with him watching out for me. im sorry for just going off on here..i just had to get it out..its just all building inside. have a great turkey day..enjoy the food, the company and the just being alive. *hugs* lilwolf 10:27 AM 
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