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Friday, January 04, 2002 i know i havent posted in awhile but i was busy with jayson being in town. it was so great having him here and being able to come home and see him. i miss him so much already and it hasnt even been a day since he left. boo. its going to be strange not seeing him...coming home tonight with him gone was so strange..made me feel so alone and i honestly didnt want to come home. *sighs* some things in life are never easy. today was just a sad day...with jayson leaving and finding out some other sad news. im just stupid for letting so many little things get to me, cause i know that it doesnt matter to them but yet it does to me. makes me feel like a fool sometimes but no matter how many times i say i wont let it happen again...i let it happen again. its just not in me not to care..not to want things just right. blah. i guess i have a lot of things still to learn about people cause they never stop suprising and hurting me. i took this test that my friend emailed me and look at some of the interesting results...its scary how accurate it was. You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. You will have a friend that completely confides in you but will worry about you This person is your best friend (beth) You are a laid back person You are loyal to your friends and your lover and very reserved. You are relaxed and your soul is uplifted interesting huh?? well i thought so at least..i guess you really dont have to if ya dont want to. now its time to go sulk about being alone again..*sighs* lilwolf 1:19 AM 
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