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Wednesday, November 21, 2001 I dont know why i let things bother me so much when its so obvious the other person doesnt care. i guess the word friendship is misunderstood and thats frustrating. whats more frustrating is wanting to talk about this without being vague but i give a damn about their feelings to much to just go off. why, is beyond me. i know i shouldnt, i know i should just say fuck it all and just let it go, so why cant i?? what the hell is wrong with me? i swear to god it looks for me, seeks me out...when does my life not have drama?? im just sick of it, im sick of being hurt, im sick of being upset, im sick of being mad, im sick of being made to feel worthless, im just sick of it all!!!!!!. so hard to get these emotions out of my head, ive been trying so hard and it keeps swimming back to hit me. maybe with the holidays coming up so soon i just think about it more... bleh... i just miss them. lilwolf 8:25 AM 
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