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Friday, November 30, 2001 been a rough couple of days, hopefully things will start getting a lil better soon. i find out if i made management soon, possibly tonight so keep your fingers crossed for me. If that works out i wont have to worry about anything for awhile. other than that eh...things are ok. im really tired, mentally and physically. Letting things upset me when i should know better. Got really pissed off at someone last night, and im not completely sure why. I know im frustrated, and that was a part of it. Another part is that sometimes i feel so invisible and so unworthy of everything it just adds to the frustration. Not to mention i have a million unresolved feelings swimming in my head that i need to deal with but not sure how to. ARGH things are just so complicated. I also have this great guy who is interested and he's an amazing guy that i could see myself being happy with, but that has its own issues surrounding it. My worries and fears on that are just driving me insane too. I dont know what to do or what to tell him right now. a wish life was easier sometimes, i feel like if my life isnt filled with complications then i'd be dead. blah i'll stop rambeling off about things that im not being clear on. I just needed to vent some of this out before i go to work and take it out on a customer. *sighs* lilwolf 12:29 PM 
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