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Tuesday, April 10, 2001 is it possible to sleep around 10 hours and still be exhausted?? i have no idea whats going on with me!! lets see......whats been going on.....uh...sunday was a long and tiring day. had childrens council meeting to discuss whats going on with the field day at the end of this month, then we got to walk around the lancaster house were the ymca is based from. after that i stopped by the church to pick up some palms, made them into a crucifix later that night. after that i went to work till 10 that night.....it was a long day at work, i ended up doing shipment and my arms are still sore from lifting all those crates!! yesterday was a pretty quiet day, it was absolutely gorgeous out and I was enjoying the nice cool breeze that was flowing through my room. i worked out yesterday but thats probably the only major thing i did all day, hehe isn't that great?? last night i ended up having a long conversation with justin, which was really needed and I hope it helped out a lot. he's is one of my best friends.....id hate for anything to ever get in between that!! so hopefully things will be cool from now on.....i found out some things that were worrying him that I didn't know....and hopefully he'll get those worked out! after that i crashed pretty early....i was completely zonked out. now its around 3 and its nice and warm out again......and i have to go to 4-h soon, then work at 5. I wont get back till midnight tonight! *frowns* maybe i'll get off early again! today has been an odd day....woke up from a really strange dream way to abruptly then went to india garden with amy. so i still feel like im dreaming! its really really odd! i've been out of it for the last couple of days.....i dont know whats up with me. lots of things have been getting to me, trying to fix things all around me, hoping that i can fix things that ive messed up and have some peace around me. i've been so stressed lately that i cant sleep right......*sighs* im really worried about this weekend with my father, i haven't spoken to him since spring break and I just dont know what to expect. im praying things work out, i think i'll feel better if it does. hopefully other things around me will calm down too, i've started working on mending things........except for one person and I just dont know how or if i can do that. being hurt by him was just too much for some reason, i dont know why its hit me so hard. im trying to work it all out in my head but i cant seem to. *sighs* i really am trying....hopefully it will happen soon.........hopefully..... lilwolf 3:16 PM 
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