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Tuesday, March 13, 2001 ok since im getting lectured about the quality of my posting, here I go. Lets go a lil back to what happened since thursday. I went to see Lorne, had the BEST time. It was great to see him again and just hang out like we used to. He is still one of the sweetest guys i've ever met, and probably will remain like that. He was still the same Lorne he was before just had a few extra tattoos. It was great, we sat around and talked while his laundry finished then went out to this Japanese Steak House. It was really good, aside from him trying to embarasse me throughout dinner! After that we went out to blockbuster and rented a video that we didn't get to watch. His roomie was using the dvd player sooo we went up to his room and just watched tv. After that point, what happened is between him and I. (winks) I got up at 6:30 to go home. Man, I should have stayed with him. My dad was furious I had spent the night and UGH all hell had broken loose. He is now not speaking to me or my mother, ugh how frustrating. I'd get into it further but im embarassed to do so, lets just say everything that happened has really really hurt me. I tried to fix things and he just didn't want to, now my mother and lil brother are caught in the middle and I wish they weren't. I just dont want else to do, so many things are wrong with everything to do with him and I and there is no place to start. I've tried my hardest to always make him happy and proud, i've lived my life making sure I didn't upset or disapoint him, blah where has it gotten me now?? why should i bend myself backwards for a man who is suppose to support and love me not matter what, but instead hurts me and makes me feel so worthless. enough on that.......so friday, and saturday were spent avoiding him and just hanging out with my mom. Ugh i was suppose to go bowling with my lil brother friday night along with deanna, joel and her younger brother matt but my father decided that Sandro was not allowed to hang out with me so I went alone. I was so upset I didn't want to go back, but I did...for my mom. I stayed till sunday for her too...and around 1pm deanna and I took off to come back here. It was a good drive down, gorgeous weather and we made it back safely. It was nice to have someone in the car ride down. We got back and hung out at my place for awhile, just talking and catching up with steph and the others. Then Deanna, Justin and I went out to El Rodeo for dinner, then back to her place. We hung out there and had fun....by then I was exhausted and came home to crash. Yesterday was recovery day, slept for the first time and woke up late and just really bummed around all day long. It was nice. Now to today, nothing really going on. Started off pretty sad, found out a friend ( that im just getting to really know) is leaving for bosnia next week. It really sucks since he'll be gone for 6 months!! Deanna and I were planning on going to see him next week, now they're talking about doing it this weekend. We'll see, its a big trip and I dont know if I have the money for it...I also have some other stuff to work through. Im going to miss him, I've gotten to know him the last two weeks and he's been really great to talk to. Blah he's in the army which means for the next 6 months im going to worry about him out there!!! I hope everything will be ok. =[ so thats it for the day.......i hope this is better for those out there reading this (coughsBETHYcoughs) haha........check this out.....i get this email every day...you guys know the darwin awards right? check out these two morons!! Shear Madness Danny Johnson, 38, a traveling salesman from Gary, Indiana, is being held on a $25,000 bond in a Boulder, Colorado County jail because he refused to pay four dollars extra for a haircut. Seems Johnson and Kevin Leonard Hicks, 23, of West Memphis, Arkansas, were in a Boulder hotel room when Hicks offered to cut Johnson's hair for three dollars. (Not a bad price!) However, when the cut was complete, Hicks demanded seven dollars instead. Johnson balked. A deal is a deal, after all. The two started fighting when Hicks allegedly punched Johnson in the head. Johnson apparently retaliated by stabbing Hicks four times in the back with Hicks' own scissors, according to Boulder police. Both men have been charged -- Johnson with attempted murder and assault and Hicks (who has since been released from Boulder Community Hospital) was arrested for starting the fight. - DailyDarwin.com Staff men, what can you say... (walks away shaking head) lilwolf 6:04 PM 
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