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Monday, March 05, 2001 HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY RICO!!!! i cant believe he's 24, god, that means in about 2 months renato will be 23...then in one month i'll be 22! AHHH!!!! that sux!!! time needs to stop right now....i dont wanna get any older than 21. Its crazy how young i feel, i mean I used to know what exactly I wanted, when I wanted it and how exactly to get what I wanted. Now...im so lost and confused I cant tell what I want from what others want anymore. This is becoming a big issue in my life right now, especially being here at home, i get faced with that a lot. I have this huge fear something ugly is going to go down between my father and I this week, its already being hinted at. I dont want it to happen, but I know if it does the stand I'll take will be once again against him. *sighs* life is never dull for too long. I'll deal with that when it happens, as for whats going on now...heh nothing. How nice that is!! Just been hanging out with my mom talking to her, playing with the puppy lucia and hanging with my brothers. Renato to my overwhelming surprise bought himself a new car. Lets guess what it is..hmmm....yeah....you guessed it a 1994 mercedes. Its n-i-c-e!!! Im happy for him though, he's never really had his own car before, and he's earned this one. He works hard and he can afford it. I have yet to steal it and take it for a test spin, that will be soon enough. Lets see what else.......thats about it I guess.....Im just enjoying the peace and quiet here. It snowed (haha big snow storm yah right, I told you we'd get an inch) earlier this morning, but by noon it was all melted away. It was pretty for the time being, trees all covered in a blanked of white. Flurries sweeping by every once in awhile, playing with your eyes. It was serene, and i enjoyed sitting at the bay window and just watching everything for awhile. Makes everything....and everyone disappear for awhile, same way I felt when I curled up with my book and just escaped. mmm...i can smell dinner...it must be time soon! big family bday dinner for rico....*sighs* how i've missed this...im so glad to be home! lilwolf 5:08 PM 
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