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Saturday, February 03, 2001 blah today sux......but i'll get to that in a second.... yesterday was a good day. woke up and kinda just sat around and talked to steph all morning, which was good. I had been worried she was upset at me for a few days but we talked and everything seems ok, which is a big relief. At around 6pm Steph and I went down to sharkeys to have dinner with amanda, lucas and justin. It was a lot of fun, I miss hanging out with lucas and amanda. Two people you know you can hang with and nothing will ever get in the way of a friendship, drama free which lately seems to be so hard to find. After that we came back home and sat around again and just talked. We had plans to go to this punk concert thing at the Solar House. So we got all dressed and picked up Jess. We ended up getting there a lil late around 9, we hoped that we hadn't missed this band we were going to see. They're called One Day Forever and one of stephs good friends luke plays the guitar for them. They were suppose to be on at 8:30 so we hoped we hadn't missed them. Turns out we were just on time, they had just got on....only problem was we were stuck in the stairwell and couldn't really see anything till the last song of their set. Really didn't matter since the point is to hear the music, and they were really great. After their set was over, we got up to the front and steph introduced her friend around. He was really nice. We decided to stick around and see the next group. OMG let me tell you the bass player was sooooo hot. I thought i was going to melt, he had the cutest smile and was absolutely gorgeous. I could not keep my eyes off him. Through out the whole set my eyes were stuck watching his fingers play the bass.....he looked so cute. After the set I had to talk to him so I went up to him and told him that they were great. He smiled at me *slaps forehead* i stood there and just sighed....god lol he must have thought i was this lil high school girl. I recovered and asked him the name of the band and found out its called Within Reach. So.....im definitely going to keep an eye out for them. After that we headed to sharkeys and a lot of fun. Bethy,dan, richie, dean and all of them showed up too and it was a lot of fun hanging with them too. Rocky (one of stephys good friends) showed up too and we spent a good portion of the night making fun of him along with his friends Ted and Kevin. Steph and I also played some great pool, its a lot of fun when you play and impress the guys around. They all think for some reason since yer a girl.......you cant play so its ALWAYS ALWAYS nice to beat them. By the time we got home we were really tired but steph and i decided we both had a great time. I hadn't had that much fun in awhile and it felt nice. No worries and no dramas. Of course i spoke to soon cause oki showed up. I felt bad for him cause his job fell through and he seemed really disappointed but he started insulting steph and I so I had to kick him out. rrr that boy just drives me nuts! oh well.....by the time i got to bed it was 5am. it was a good day. now today....BLAH! I woke up and found out a bunch of my friends went to play soccer. I guess cause of the situation that happened a few weeks back...aaron and adam dont like steph and I much. We didn't get invited to play.....and i love soccer. =[ so....no big deal, right? hung out here at home.....just working on stuff talking with steph. Then they all get home and they've made plans to go watch a movie....blah once again no invite. God...that hurts. You think all of us being 21 or around there that we could act mature. I guess not. It hurts to not get invited to anything because of how one person feels......makes you feel extremely alone. Plans made around you but never including you, blah makes me feel terrible. So now im sitting here alone, steph went on a date with chad and amys gone for the weekend....so here I am. These are the days that make me think of just getting up and going home. *sighs* im suppose to go to some rave tonight.....but i dont think im up for it, not sure. I've given myself a migraine......and im just in a bad mood. I think im just going to go get some chinese food and sit around and watch tv or a movie. *sighs* i hope others are having a better day than me. lilwolf 7:08 PM
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